Oh my god, last night was fun! lol Caitlin, Amanda, Nicole, Charles, Kimmie, and I went to see The Ring 2. It was great! Then, after that we headed to Bearno's to get some pizza. It was interesting...after that it was about ten o'clock and we didn't know what to do! I called and lied to my mom saying I was going to get a ride since I knew she would be worried if I told her we were walking on the side of the road at night. We ended up taking this long walk up charlestown rd. to Charles' house and there were some cutie horses! Awe, that was great. Then, OMG..well, we wanted to make a fire so we did in charles' fire place in the far outside patio thing. Then, Amanda got the idea to go freakin skinny dipping! LOL I was like..NO way. I'm too reserved and shy. Well, then Caitlin takes off ALL of her clothes and just walks in. I'm like crap, she's nuts! Amanda and Nicole got down to their bra and underwear and jumped off the deck. Kimmie and I were deciding if we wanted to. I didn't want to jump in the lake with my underwear and bra because it would be wet so I just stripped down all the way. It was all the way or nothing for me. So yeah, Caitlin and I butt naked in 46 degree weather, and then Nicole and Amanda almost naked. lol The water was FREAZING! My whole half of my body went completely numb. I think charles had a show. lol He brought us towels and then we warmed up by the fire. It was funny....lol
It was then about midnight - one and Caitlin's mom picked us up. I spent the night at her house, her mom brought me home, and here I am now. lol
*sigh* everythings a suprise with caitlin. I'm suprised by the things I do around her. hehe What's happened to the GOOD, innocent Alicia? She left me! lol

I just told how I felt. I'm sick of it all. I just thought it would be better to be more straight forward. Someone's got to! lol I called called aside from Marine Bio for talking too much with Caitlin. My grades are no suffering. I'm a slacker! boo hoo.

Okay, caitlin came and suprisingly picked me up and was like "Let's go to Seth's house!" She came at about 9:00. So we went to Seth's but he wasn't there. I was so sad! lol We figured he was smoking weed with his buddy aaron. lol I don't know. So we ended up picking up jacob (don't even ask!) , her hugest crush. He was smoking and caitlin was drinking a little bit. Not much though. She was like "You want some?" I said "No thanks." lol She knows I'm innocent. More was talked about but it's too innappropriate. hehe Well, Jake took a shower and we then went to walmart. Crystal was driving so nutty and accidently ran a red light. I thought I was going to die! lol Well, when crystal and jake went inside to walmart, Caitlin and I stayed in the car. They came back after I grabbed a coke and we were thinking of something to do. I mentioned karoke even though I knew I wouldn't be able to get in and I also mentioned the graveyard. Crystal was opposed of the graveyard but jake and I are fond of graveyards. Well, jake was like "I think I can get us into the bar." So jake and I headed to the bar while crystal and caitlin stayed in the car. We went in and all of jake's family members were there! lol It was nuts and everyone was drunk. It was like 12:30 in the freaking morning! These drunk guys started singing all these songs and everyone was having a good time. I liked the atmosphere though. lol There were a few cute guys there! We were able to stay. I lied and said I was 21 but the guy knew! lol Well, jake he even introduced me to his mother! lol Well, I didn't get to do karoke like we originally wanted but suddenly a slow song comes on. I'm looking around and everyone is dancing as couples. I felt awkward. I didn't really care to dance with jake because I don't like him that way at all. He's too much of a druggie. lol Well, his mom was like "You two turn around and dance." So yeah, jake and I slow danced in a bar. I told him I felt wrong because caitlin likes him so much. He then explained to me that caitlin has no chance with him and that she is too clingy. I was taking up for her saying things like "I like caitlin. She's nice and my friend. She can be a bit dramatic sometimes but it's because she likes you so much." He was just like whatever. I told him I didn't care for him 'that' way. So then, after meeting all of his family, we walked back into the graveyard through the back door. We walked and talked a bit then saw two of his other friends. Then I went and peed! lol We walked back and we talked about the occult a bit and how I was more into healing energy and chakras. (Ect) It was an interesting conversation and it flowed right but I still don't like jake that way. I told him and he knows. He was like "I'm attracted to you..ect" I just don't want caitlin to find out we slow danced because then she would OMG hate me forever! It's not a big deal really tho. She would make it into something other than it was. I don't really feel that bad because it was nothing. I didn't feel anything for him whatsoever. I don't know. I got home at like 1:00-1:30 a.m. If only my parents knew what I did tonight. Gheeze, they would NEVER trust me! lol I'm just suprised they let me stay out so late without so many questions! My parents were like "So what did you guys do?" I said..oh, Crystal and Caitlin just went to walmart and I went over their houses. Yeah, right! lol haha Stupid parents!

Okay, I just HAD to write another journal!!!! I got back from Caitlin's (it's twelve) and she called Seth even though I told her not to! He picked up the phone and
Caitlin said "Yeah, Alicia and I want to hump your arms!" lol
Seth: Oh, that's great!
Caitlin then handed the phone to me while caitlin was popping her back on the floor..lol
Well, I took the phone and this is how the silly conversation was like. It was all giggly, laughing and light-hearted:
Seth: So what are you doing?
Alicia:Umm..nothing. *Laughs* Caitlin's mom is going to take me home soon.
Seth: You have a bedtime? Do you still go to Grantline? *laughs* (How did he know I went to Grantline!? He must of asked someone. OMG!)
Alicia: Don't make fun of me!
Seth: Your an easy target and I like hearing your reactions. lol
Seth: Hey do you think you could beat this girl up at work for me?
Alicia: lol Why?
Seth: Well, she's this twenty-five year old old girl at work that keeps on hitting on me. You'd probably just poke her or something! lol Yeah, I think she won't leave me alone till I date her.
Alicia: "Do you think she's pretty?" "
Seth He said this fast)"Yeah, she's attractive and everyting but she's not an Alicia!"
Alicia: "What did you just say?"
Seth acting like he didn't know) *Laughs* "What?"
Then I hand the phone back to Caitlin.
OMFG, I think he might actually like me!!!! Caitlin is going to talk with him later on tonight and put some good words in for me. lol
I'm NOT confused anymore! Yay!