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Okay, caitlin came and suprisingly picked me up and was like "Let's go to Seth's house!" She came at about 9:00. So we went to Seth's but he wasn't there. I was so sad! lol We figured he was smoking weed with his buddy aaron. lol I don't know. So we ended up picking up jacob (don't even ask!) , her hugest crush. He was smoking and caitlin was drinking a little bit. Not much though. She was like "You want some?" I said "No thanks." lol She knows I'm innocent. More was talked about but it's too innappropriate. hehe Well, Jake took a shower and we then went to walmart. Crystal was driving so nutty and accidently ran a red light. I thought I was going to die! lol Well, when crystal and jake went inside to walmart, Caitlin and I stayed in the car. They came back after I grabbed a coke and we were thinking of something to do. I mentioned karoke even though I knew I wouldn't be able to get in and I also mentioned the graveyard. Crystal was opposed of the graveyard but jake and I are fond of graveyards. Well, jake was like "I think I can get us into the bar." So jake and I headed to the bar while crystal and caitlin stayed in the car. We went in and all of jake's family members were there! lol It was nuts and everyone was drunk. It was like 12:30 in the freaking morning! These drunk guys started singing all these songs and everyone was having a good time. I liked the atmosphere though. lol There were a few cute guys there! We were able to stay. I lied and said I was 21 but the guy knew! lol Well, jake he even introduced me to his mother! lol Well, I didn't get to do karoke like we originally wanted but suddenly a slow song comes on. I'm looking around and everyone is dancing as couples. I felt awkward. I didn't really care to dance with jake because I don't like him that way at all. He's too much of a druggie. lol Well, his mom was like "You two turn around and dance." So yeah, jake and I slow danced in a bar. I told him I felt wrong because caitlin likes him so much. He then explained to me that caitlin has no chance with him and that she is too clingy. I was taking up for her saying things like "I like caitlin. She's nice and my friend. She can be a bit dramatic sometimes but it's because she likes you so much." He was just like whatever. I told him I didn't care for him 'that' way. So then, after meeting all of his family, we walked back into the graveyard through the back door. We walked and talked a bit then saw two of his other friends. Then I went and peed! lol We walked back and we talked about the occult a bit and how I was more into healing energy and chakras. (Ect) It was an interesting conversation and it flowed right but I still don't like jake that way. I told him and he knows. He was like "I'm attracted to you..ect" I just don't want caitlin to find out we slow danced because then she would OMG hate me forever! It's not a big deal really tho. She would make it into something other than it was. I don't really feel that bad because it was nothing. I didn't feel anything for him whatsoever. I don't know. I got home at like 1:00-1:30 a.m. If only my parents knew what I did tonight. Gheeze, they would NEVER trust me! lol I'm just suprised they let me stay out so late without so many questions! My parents were like "So what did you guys do?" I said..oh, Crystal and Caitlin just went to walmart and I went over their houses. Yeah, right! lol haha Stupid parents!