I missed the bus! Can you believe it? lol I missed it by two mins and I have to stay home. Not to mention, I had a test today which I am going to have to make up and I already have a quiz on crabs (real ones..lol) I need to make up, too. GRRRR..lol

My mother mad me so upset last night. We went to khols and she just decided to switch tags right in front of me! She saw me looking and I was very angry. She knew it. She didn't get the shirts. It makes me wonder how many times she has did this when we go to khols. Now, honestly it's not that bad but she has done worse. My mother is messed up. That's who she is. I don't want to be called home with her crying telling me that she is in jail like she did that one time! If that EVER happens again, I will certainly be out of here in a minute. She has put me through so much emotional trama that it's not funny anymore. My sister had it MUCH worse than I did and she is still suffering from it and she's like 28! Anywho, I'm learning not to resent her for it but it's still hard for me to accept her. I just want to get out of this house. I'm going to apply for a job soon. I need to save up. Next week, I am going to make sure I start working on getting a car permit. I need to starting moving. I feel like I have been in one place for so long.

I had a dream about my sister's boyfriend. He was shot in his arm by this older man. I held his hand while I cried. His eyes were turning bluish and my sister cried also. It was a sad dream!

Humm..this weekend I'm going to go to the animal shelter from 8:00-4:00, come home, then caitlin will come over at about 6:00 or 7:00. She will stay the night and through a few lies, we will go to the Unitarian Church. Then, we may meet up with Seth. I don't know. I would of known if I was at school today! Another..grrrrrr. lol

Alicia